It goes a long, long way.
Saturday, 10 January 2015
There is a pair of shoes that I long to own. Its been about 4 years already. Its super expensive (for people like me, at least), it is a designer shoes, and its absolutely gorgeous.
I bought it.
But I am not in the slightest happy.
Perhaps it wasn't the shoes I wanted.
Perhaps it was the idea of wanting the shoes was what makes the shoes so special.
Because now that I have it, its nothing special anymore...
Monday, 5 January 2015
It would be lying to claim we're chummy. We're not. Growing up changes that. Tonight, we're having dinner togwther. I haven't had dinner with him for a while. We don't really talk, but at least we're sitting at the same table... Baby steps, baby steps.
Thursday, 16 October 2014
This time around, it's this song. (It's not my fault! I read in the comment section how agonizing it is to not understand such a great song)
Yuna - Lelaki
Tuesday, 18 March 2014
I was in the bus.
I sat next to a guy.
I notice that he was grimacing in pain.
I look down.
I didn't stare. I just saw it from a glance.
He has his left foot bandaged.
I started to doze off, I barely sleep last night.
The bus took a quick turn.
My bag that was full of books swiftly move along...
and hit the guy's injured leg.
He yelps in pain.
I quickly pull the bag away.
I was speechless.
It was my fault.
I mean, it was my bag after all.
I look at him straight in the eye and say sorry.
I expected a scolding, a blaming sentence, anger.
He smiled. He said: "Tak apa"
Because I'd definitely throw a fit if something/someone hurt me when I'm in pain
Tuesday, 4 March 2014
Friday, 28 February 2014
I don't know why but I know that I should be happy.
I have got things going on for me, which can be easily put as perfect.
But still, I am unhappy.
I do feel guilty for being ungrateful, but truly, I'm just not happy.