Last month I said I'll make it.
Last month I'm convinced that I am able.
Today, I'm wondering what the hell is happening; and the fact that I've strayed so far off from my goal.
But then again, what was it that I'm aiming for.
I'm scared, I'm lost, I'm hopeless, yet I couldn't seem to find the reason why am I feeling this way.
I feel stupid. Like, stupid, STUPID.
I doubt whether I can do anything, can I?