Catching Up

I met my hommies today and we talked for about 3 hours, telling stuff about our happenings in life and all.
It was great, but I was so immensely tired; because I didn't sleep the night before and I was half awake when I met her. Anyways, it was fun meeting friend, and talk about things that we can't actually say online...
So, yeah. I'm so happy, but bloody tired~ lol

Torn

Eating late at night is not good. Not good at all. But what can I do when I haven't eaten all day long?

Mighty hearts

And I choose to heal and not to hurt, to forgive and not to despise, to love and not to hate, to believe and not to wither. I choose to seek the sunshine and not to delve in the rain; and after the rain has stopped, the sun will surely shine again. (Mdm Rohaya, 2012)

Castle On a Cloud

I watched Les Miserables and I have no idea why; this song is haunting my thoughts. I hum to it, I sang to it, and I even draw the image of Cosette looking out of the window while holding a broomstick. The scene was so tremendously beautiful that I can even picture clearly in my mind.

There is a castle on a cloud,
I like to go there in my sleep,
Aren't any floors for me to sweep,
Not in my castle on a cloud.

There is a lady all in white,
Holds me and sings a lullaby,
She's nice to see and she's soft to touch,
She says "Cosette, I love you very much."

I know a place where no one's lost,
I know a place where no one cries,
Crying at all is not allowed,
Not in my castle on a cloud.

I like the way the character portrays the longing for a better place where she no longer will cry over anything, and theres a gentle person to hold her close and tuck her to bed. *Awww~ Cries*

I am still humming to it right now~

In the name of Love

I was in a slump today, I couldn't do anything. I can't even start writing my assignments and I simply lie there on my bed moping for hours. I finally pick up the phone and called my mum. I told her how I have been a lazyass and not doing anything at all. She said one thing; and in fact that is the only thing that ever say to me whenever I called her about my sudden mopig outbreak.

"Quit everything you're doing right now, shower, pray to god and recite Quran. When you're done, restart whatever you need to do. Okay? Now GO!"

I did. I guess that was the thing that I need, someone to push me into doing something "RIGHT NOW!!!"

Later, I had my dinner with a friend and I told her about my silly ordeal of refusing to wake up from bed and start doing things I should and what my mom told me. My friend didn't say anything and simply laugh along but when we was parting ways; she said this "Do appreciate her while she's still around. I lost mine when I was 21 & my dad when I was 13. It good to be able to call and tell her stuff when nobody else understands you."

I said I am sorry for being insensitive of her feelings but she said that she has already moved on accepted God's fate so there is nothing to be sorry about. She said in the future, she'll listen to her children's rant; the same way my mom did to me. I smiled and pats her shoulder, I said thanks and smile. I am glad to have such a cool friend.

Even though its a painful memory; I'll still gladly welcome them

This is the first time that I'm writing about a song. Today, my choice is this one because it completely speaks of my feelings at the moment. It is entitled On the Street by Sung Shi Kyung. I am not actually a fan of him, but I started to listen to some of his songs after watching 1 night 2 days. (I started watching 1N2D because of Joo Won, but he grows on me. Plus, I kinda stopped watching Joo Won after Level 7 Something; but his performance in Gaksital is marvelous). Sung Shi Kyung is so awkwardly adorable in that show.  However, the one and only song that ever touches my heart from the lots that he sung; the one that really connects to me is this one.

 The song alone is lovely; and Sung Shi Kyung's voice just nailed it. It's amazing, gorgeous and simply meaningful; and it makes me realize that no matter how painful a memory is, after sometime, that scarring memory is also a thing that we cherish and keep with us forever. Thank you for a lovely and heartbreakingly sweet song, Sung Shi Kyung. I will definitely look forward to your future projects. ^^

Food for thoughts

I've got a folder full of hundreds of pictures with food for thoughts, motivation and stuff like that. I read all that, but I still am incapable of doing anything at the moment. I'm so disappointed with my decision.